Rants of an anxious researcher.

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I’m not sure what day is anymore. Sure, if I make an effort to think about it, I know it’s Friday. I can even remember that it’s April 3. But intrinsically, these notions don’t mean anything to me anymore. I try to think about when we stopped going into the office. It feels like maybeContinue reading “Time”


I feel so tired…my eyes are heavy, my brain is numb, my vision blurry. I feel like I could fall asleep on the keyboard. There’s nothing left inside, no emotion, no thought, not even a single drop of energy. Just tiredness. Black, heavy tiredness, swallowing me whole. And nothing can rescue me: not coffee, notContinue reading “Tired”

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